Let’s talk about destiny ✨

I am currently facing heavy transits in my horoscope. In day to day life translated as: I am going through a period with a lot of changes, difficult times, endings, new opportunities. 

Astrologically I am facing a Pluto square Sun period, a Saturn conjunct North Node period making a T-square to the Ascendant & Decendant, Uranus conjunct Mercury & Venus. And if that isn't enough, Pluto & Saturn are also retrograding at these degrees in my chart where it hits the conjunctions. In day to day life it is translated as simple as: I am mentaly slowed down, facing some psychological deep rooted thoughts & issues to explore, physically I experience a lack of energy and face some inconsistencies body-wise. Whilst my head is spinning with a lot of creative ideas what I want to do, to learn, to develop, to create.
But am keeping myself in the same loop with little action, being frustrated with myself not moving forward as fast as I would like to go. Karma is at play. Which is Saturn. Saturn is the father figure, pointing you where you need to look to learn a lesson. Being in Pisces and on it's way to conjunct my North Node it is de-cluttering my spiritual & mental chaos, helping my Virgo South Node to have some order again. 

Saturn is squaring of my ascendant and the ascendant means the body, so a forced slowing down. My ascendant is in Saggitarius, meaning I want it all: all what there is to learn, to do, to experience, to teach, to absorb intellectually, to explore, to travel, to enjoy. Since I am an Aries, I wanna have it all yesterday. Go, go, go, fast, quick & dirty. Jupiter is the ruler of Sagittarius and mine happens to be in Scorpio, retrograde (so re-doing, re- learning, re-experiencing etc. in the unseen, hidden realms of Scorpio and 8th house matters: soul level development & transformation) at 1° and the current transitting south node is coming to a close in the Scorpio sign and will hit me with a karmic imprint before it moves into Libra. Meaning in day to day life: slow down and close up & transform some hidden truths, check & adjust, purify what needs to be purified mentally and physically before moving on to a next chapter in life. Mind-body-soul work holistically together. 
My Libra Moon can debate for hours which decisions need to be made so everybody is happy and my Taurus Mercury functions as a snale, so as fast as my fiery personality wants to go, bouncing like a red-bull ahead, my Moon and Mercury are keeping me in a loop of indecision at times and keeping me in situations which are long overdue. I just need to accept and come to terms that that is a part of me, I can act without thinking and regret later on when I have been too opportunistic or I don't act when I realy need too, as a debate or conflict is taking place between my emotions & thinking. It's not easy to be me at times. 
And there Saturn comes in. Since a while in Pisces and will make a clear cut for my destiny since it will hit my NN in Pisces.
Stop, Think, Act. 

Meanwhile Uranus is conjunct my Mercury & Venus in Taurus. Giving me splendid (Venus) bright (Uranus) ideas (Mercury) but with my Sagittarius Ascendant and current transiting Jupiter in Taurus it goes in all different directions at the same time and my mind goes like this: I wanna move abroad, I wanna be a travel guide again, live in Italy, I wanna be a researcher, a privat investigator, a psychologist, a teacher,  I want to move to a larger house, I wanna have money and reconstruct my house, I wanna have a large kitchen, I wanna create, I wanna craft, I wanna be a writer, I wanna explore the world ... but since my natal Saturn is close to it in Taurus, I feel the rigidity of my ideas and bless Saturn in a way of giving me the responsibility and maturity not jumping into unfeasable hoops. What is feasible and what's not? What is realistic and what's not?  The planets are pushing me to stay with my feet (Pisces) on the ground (Taurus) and literally pushing me to ground myself. Saturn is sextile to my North Node.
The planets function like a teacher, showing you where to look, not the outcome.

But reality is different and reality is to find satisfaction in & cope with what is.

What is, is my astrological journey, my passion, my savior in a way, where my asteroid Astrowizard [24626] is exact conjunct the Gallactic Centre (gateway to our own subconscious and the higher spheres/realms) at 27° Sagittarius together with 444444 (devine protection & guidance) in my natal chart trining my 'lot of Astrology' at 25° in Aries conjunct my Sun. Throughout the labyrinth where I am currently in, I found a hidden gem of my destiny. Which was pointed at me already on the age of 10, where I bought my first astrology book about my Sun sign Aries with 10 Dutch guilders what I got from my mom. 

Going back to school to create order (Virgo) in the mental, spiritual chaos (Pisces), following my destiny (North Node in Pisces) to do many of those things I wanna do: learn, explore, travel, teach, research etc. My aim is to be a certified Astrologer.

My solar return chart shows a 3rd house cusp at 27° Saggitarius trining my Aries Moon, Jupiter & Sun in the 6th house together with Chiron. Where Chiron signifies the wounded healer. Jupiter conjunct the Moon signifies a birth. The pain, the healing, the birth. It all makes sense.

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