A waxing gibbous Moon 🌔
A Life Story 💜✨💜
A Soul's Journey 💔
A Moon which is allmost full (waxing gibbous), but the darkened side is a life mission to be discovered and revealed.
The part of the month where the revelation starts is every month at new moon till full moon in my case at least. My body just aches. New Moon (🌑), the light is all covered. It doesn't matter in which sign it is on a month to month base. The overall picture counts in the long run.
What happens every two weeks of the month is something I had long before I knew anything about astrology. Before I thought it was just my cycle.
At New Moon my body starts aching, my emotions run high in a sense of being overly deep ingrained emotional with the ability to tap deep into my soul and cross the veil between here and there. Feel, sense & experience too much at all levels. Restlessness. Dreams. After the full Moon I get a burst of energy again and feel outgoing, till the whole process starts again of contemplating at the new Moon.
JupiterRX in Scorpio is my chart ruler as the Ascendant sign signifies the body. Jupiter magnifies, Scorpio the transformer of death to life and life to death, the unseen, the previous & afterlife and with a retrograde it's energy is inwards, retrospective.
Jupiter went retrograde on February 19, 1970 at 5° Scorpio, going direct again at June 23, 1970 at 26° of Libra.
My natal JupiterRX is at 1° Scorpio. Coming from the critical 0°.
My Moon resides at 8° Libra. 8° Entails the Scorpio energy. The part what was not lit lies between 8°-22° of Libra. Libra the sign for relationships. My asteroid Karma is exact opposite on 22° Aries. The same what I feel on a monthly superficial scale, I feel yearly on a deeper inner soul scale as soon as Autumn starts. From September (Libra season) till April (Aries season) I am living in the shadows.
The Moon caries the healing answers.
My story of the past 6 years started on a 4° Taurus full moon (🌕) when the Sun was at 5° in Scorpio. Jupiter on 3° Scorpio. Asteroid Karma on 29° Libra. The Lunar eclips /full Moon this year (2023) was at 5° Taurus (opposite sign). My solar return chart is at 26° Libra for this year (2023). The South Node at 4° Scorpio.
But the story starts earlier in this life on April 19, 1982 when Pluto is at 25° Libra and when Jupiter is at 6° in Scorpio.
A life story.
Where do I begin, to tell a story of how great a love can be, to tell a story that is older than the sea, where do I start...
Sometimes we need a mirror to look into, to see the reflection of ourselves what we don't see, what we lack, what we are, what we project, what we love. The blind spot.
-When 2 become 1, to become 2 again-
Let's go back in ancient times, mythology and philosophy.
The big three of greek philosophy (please follow the link for background information) Plato, Socrates, Aristotle created the fundamental believes of our current western society.
Plato was a student of Socrates (quote:"to find yourself, think for yourself") and the teacher of Aristotle (quote: “Knowing yourself is the beginning of all wisdom")
Plato
Plato, ancient philosopher, stated that the soul had been split in two by Zeus, creating the distinct male & female counterpart.
Please follow the link to this article from twinflamemyths for in dept information around the twinflame theory.
When you encounter the mirror of your soul in another person, it's a rare recognition from the moment you meet. No words are needed as the energies just simply align and telephatically you 'know' this other person. Synchronization. Instant deep spiritual love. There is no coincidence in meeting one another; all (the universe) is aligned and orchestrated for the encounter to meet one another. Many factors bring you together at the correct time, place and phase in your life where you need to be. The inner knowing that this person is changing your life is real. It is about recognising via projection your blind spots and transform them to alchemize deep seated lacks within yourself, to reach your full potential and overcome ingrained obstacles in this lifetime. In this process you need to deal with your shadow aspects, the parts what you (sub)conciously hide and your other half is there to create the alchemy what is needed to overcome these hurdles in both your lifes and this is vice versa. Only love is capable to manifest this.
Your shadowside is the polar opposite of what is determined by good/bad perception. I.e. when you have learned during growing up that you must keep emotions to yourself and crying is not ok, than the layer gets bigger and bigger till a point the emotions will start eating you as you haven't learned how to deal with them, because you where not allowed to express them.
Both people are experiencing this from two sides of the spectrum. As ever: opposites are entwined in the core. Reverse psychology. They feel the same 'lack' but experience different external factors which causes that unsolved issues in yourself are triggered. It's within your core self. For anyone this can be different, it can be about betrayal, jealousy, loss of people, fear of commitment/abandonment, bullied etc. Due to what we experienced in the past and where we didn't put attention or the nurturing (as a child) and where emotional needs where not met, they seem to play out during the course of our life. We pushed them down, because we where taught the behaviors where not acceptable.
A soul's journey
The play out of these degrees in my chart seems it is all happening there. The story is in the Moon's degrees and Jupiter in my chart (rx in Scorpio at 1°) is the enabler as my chart ruler to fulfill this journey. The hit within synastry (comparison of two natal charts which determines strenghts & weaknesses in a relationship) is activated. In other words: this journey is activated by the other person you are meant to meet, as so called soul contract pre destined before entering this life*.
The reason for such an encouter is to bring your shadow to the light, so you eventually become what you meant to be in this life. Only one person is able to burn that soul with love to ashes and transform it so a phoenix can rise from the ashes in full color.
Two persons (lost souls) become one, they're intertwined & engraved at soul level and the task is to become authentic two again. Free from co-dependancy, control, fears of failure, -abandonment, -commitment etc.
When the persons seperate through different life courses it feels like dying. There is no such thing as 'it was the wrong time' or 'the difficult circumstances' as both need to go through the lessons in order to be able to grow. It is pre-set as only deep lows can bring great highs.
By going through the worst fears, deepest pains, deepest love, frustrations, anger, to look the devil in the eye, to be surrounded by death in literal forms, you are able to shed your skin. Layer by layer it peals away the scratches on the surface to reveal the empty whole so the light can come through 💔.
Something like Mars cazimi ['as if in the heart' - a cazimi is a solar amplifier, wherein the inherent energy of a planet is hyped and heightened by its proximity to the Sun] in Scorpio. Mars, my planet of action, ruler of my Sun, my 4th and my Scorpio 12th house cracks the heart at 26° (18-11-2023) so the light finaly can get in. Pure Scorpio power started a 2 year cycle in the house of shadows.
Me and my shadow, watching over my shoulder 🩶
*sidenote: if there is a current life which can be read in a horoscope, why shouldn't there be a past life and afterlife? I mean, when astrology makes sense in confirming that one can read your 'lifepath', why shouldn't it make sense there wasn't a life before this one and an afterlife? Do I have all the answers? No I don't, I stick to facts, experiences and make up my own judgement; something I recommend everyone should do.-
Disclaimer: I distance myself from any sugar-coated commercialization of the twin-flame story out there in the pop culture society, which has nothing to do with what the journey is about. As this journey is about self-discovery & mastery, which is a solitary and most often lonely process in seperation of the other half. It's about death & rebirth. It's a process of dualism acted out via the mirror of your soul.
As above, so below - As within, so without
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